I miss you so much. I remember what it felt like to use you up when I was troubled.
I remember the dizzy spells I’d feel after a quick taste. I remember you blurring out the worry.
I remember our times together when things were tough, a sad song playing and you by my side.
I remember our times together when things were fun, a drink in hand and you in the other.
Oh, how I miss you, my ashy lover.